Saturday, December 6, 2014

midorisourpatch update Dec 2014

Hello world!

It's been too long since my last update and I feel like I have started my blog with this phrase for the past 5 or 6 posts. Life's been way different since I moved back to LA from east coast. Not necessary more busy but lazy.

I love my job. But it either gives me no time or too much time. I'm still trying to figure out how to manage my time better by doing nothing. Ha!

There's no progress in my life for the past few months. Ever since my boyfriend started his two jobs working 6 to 7 days a week. I feel like a huge part of my life is missing because of that. And of course all of my friends are just as busy so I can't really seek company from them. At least not as often as I'd like. So now, I'm by myself. With nothing to do most of the time.

My life fell apart because I was so depended on others. I don't have friends to hang out every week anymore because they met new friends and their significant others. My parents are busy with work of course. And to take this to the next level, my boyfriend is busier than ever. Everyday and every day, I'm home with nobody to talk to. I'm so stressed by doing nothing at all. I know this sounds crazy and indeed is crazy.

Anyway all I'm saying is that I'd like to find my purpose in life again before I lose myself.

Until then, laters!